thank you
i smiled with the thought.
how many times had I neglected my promises?
how many times had I stood you up?
but you were always so forgiving...
just as you were so patient in waiting
for me to shake off all my craziness
and notice you--not the most ideal but
just the right one. reachable and true.
the 0thought of you coming and staying in
my life still overwhelms me. i sometimes
scold myself wondering if i could this just
be one of my schizophrenic bouts.
the feeling gets me high.
i used to live my life alone and spend
every minute of it with impulsive craziness
to keep me diverted from the emptiness
i felt. everyday used to be a struggle and
every night a battle of trying to go on.
my fears used to consume my best thoughts
and stain my proper thinking. but with you
beside me, my life is at peace. all bitterness
were washed away by your comforting smile
and gentle hugs.
it took you so long to come out of your
comfort zone to reach me in my restless
world. that was quite brave of you.
thank you....
thank you for being smarter than me..
you humbled me down. thank you for
sharing my antics---its refreshing to know
jT, hunting in the clouds is much fun with
you. thank you for being calm when
you are with the storm that was me.
thank you for your patience. thank you
for giving me your invigorating brand
of love.....